Atlantis: Battle of the Masculine & Feminine

In sharing my Atlantis history with my brother, I am hoping to shed some light on how past life karma and trauma can be carried over within your consciousness, and manifest in your next lifetime in order for you to work through it.

I have been drawn to Atlantis my entire life. I remember playing with toys with my brother when he and I were children, and we would both reminisce about Atlantis. We had never heard the term in childhood, yet we had a collective memory about it. Back in the 1980s there were no cartoons about Atlantis.

When we were older, we even thought about opening a catering business together, that would be called Atlantis catering & events. That never happened, but you can see the thread still persisting.

Atlantis Soul History

In Atlantis, I was named Athena and my brother was named Apollo. We represented the inversion of the feminine and masculine energy.

As Athena, I was in a female body, but I was dominated by my masculine energy. I worked in a role that required me to stand firmly in it in order to properly do my job. My core belief in this energy was, “I can’t depend on anyone but myself.”

As Apollo, my brother was in a male body, dominated by his feminine energy, but he believed that he was standing firmly in his masculine energy. His core belief was, “I need to prove myself.”

We came from two different soul tribes. My soul tribe is Lemurian and his is Arcturian. He took my soul tribe quiz two years ago, and his soul tribe registered as “Angelic” which is also true in this lifetime. Souls with strong or dominant Atlantean lifetimes are registering as Angelic in this lifetime, because they are working through the Fallen Angel timeline. 

Before Atlantis existed, we came together as part of a counsel of 11 soul tribes of light, to create the continent now known as Atlantis.

When I say that we were siblings, this is because soul tribe ties are not bound by blood relation, they are tied by karmic connection and shared missions. We were chosen family.

In Atlantis, we were assigned to a similar department, role, and mission. As the head of security in Atlantis, my role was to design, create and build the crystal grid that protected Atlantis from the outside world. Not only did this crystal grid protect Atlantis from outside forces, it upheld the energy and vibration of Atlantis itself, including all of the citizens.

The reason that Atlantis was a utopia is because of the energetic similarities between all of the citizens. There was no crime because there was no lower vibrational energy! 

Apollo worked beneath me, in the same department. At the time, the conflict between us was created due to the hierarchy built into Atlantis. In fact, this was one of the mistakes in establishing the continent. Establishing hierarchy was intended to establish order, but with unresolved karma within the continent, it was bound to play out amongst the community, including both Apollo and I.

This turned Atlantis into a testing ground for the divine masculine and feminine archetypes to learn how to cooperate. 

Could we cooperate when one was seemingly above the other? 

At which point do the energies of inferiority and superiority play out?

Do we accept one another when we are in our natural energies, or do we require the other to show up in a way that is counterintuitive to their nature in order for us to feel safe?

Apollo was uncomfortable with who I needed to be in that lifetime, in order to do my job properly. And I spent the majority of my time walking on glass in order to establish a false sense of safety for him. Even as a warrior in Atlantis, my heightened awareness left me feeling aware of everyone, everything and acutely aware of whether or not I was liked and respected.

This inverted my feminine energy, causing me to doubt myself, my actions and my faith. I was so focused on what others thought about me that I took my power and directed it at myself, like a weapon. A pointed finger at the self or others does as much damage as an actual sword because the energy of blame is like a poison that destroys all relationships, especially the one we have with ourselves.

This led me to poor choices that contributed to the destruction in Atlantis, some of which you can read about here.

This cycle continued for both of us, until the last day that Atlantis existed. On that day, he died and I was able to escape.

In this lifetime, we returned together once again, in two different archetypes.

He has incarnated as the victim archetype and I’ve incarnated as the survivor archetype.

At the end of Atlantis, it was absolutely never enough for either of us and this battle of inferiority and superiority has played out in many of our lifetimes, including this one. It may not always play out amongst siblings, but the most important thing to remember is that this battle is one that is within.

Where within yourself do you feel superior to others?

Where within yourself do you feel inferior to others?

Where can you coax these two together to find more balance?

I think you’ll find that if you honor and process your feelings, these labels will fall away.

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All my Love,

Felicia